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Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Future

Dear Allah...

I've tried my best

To see life as my walk foot step by step, for I want to let everything be overall in your hands...

To see life just like seeing windows with my eyes widely deeply open for a far sightseeing, as my eyes would like to see whether my future life would be a happy ending...

To see life just being quite and thru closing my eyes and adventouring the future with a light of a shadows in the darkness escaping me lost in the sparkling stars...

From the three of the way I see my future life myself.. all is unseen, except by the later...

I know... I will be at Your home.. Someday...

None of the whom to dedicate..
Teach me of the "Cutting emotionally off"

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Aku menungguMu
Pada setiap detik hidup ini aku lalui
Pada setiap nafas aku hembuskan
Dalam setiap kali terjagaku yg sunyi
Dalam setiap pandang yg menembus kasatnya mata
Dalam setiap lapisan alam pikiran
Dalam setiap hati berdetak satu persatu perlahan-lahan..
Dalam setiap sudut ruang bathin yg pengap...

Aku menungguMu..
Dalam kesetiaan hati yg bulat
Dengan keyakinan bahwa...
Engkau pasti datang menjemputku..
Wahai kesejatian cinta...

Ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahiim...

Ya Allah

Aku lelah....

Friday, November 7, 2014

Azriel

is the only future happiness I see..

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Bersihkan lah hamba ya Allah

Ya Allah,

Engkau menciptakan sangat mandiri... tapi juga mengingatkan bahwa hamba bergantung kepada Mu.

Hamba berusaha keras utk
- tidak tamak dalam bekerja..
- berjalan di rel kebenaran..
- membantu bagi yang memerlukan..
- berbagi demi kebersihan rizki...
- menjadikan setiap langkah sebagai ibadah dan kebaikan,
- keluhuran tiada pamrih, dan
- Allah melengkapi dengan hal-hal yang tiada pernah terpikirkan oleh hamba.

Hamba tiada berharap Engkau punya hadiah utk hamba jika hamba mampu melampaui nya.

Hamba hanya berpikir...
jika ini jalan bagi Engkau untuk membersihkan hamba.
Dunia dan Akhirat..
lahir dan bathin...
Hamba pasrahkan kepada Engkau...
agar hati ini senantiasa bersih dan lapang...

Amiiin Allohumma Amiin...

Thursday, October 30, 2014

I am glad to respect people in my life

On whatsoever the memories we both have in the past, for better and for worse,

I just wanna thank you for all the good values granted to me, as those have made me like this, today, based on your mentoring in the path of life.

I just wanna carry the good and best experience as having been one of your students.
I just want to keep the good faith between us.
I just want to preserve all the best thing in life, and one of them received from my Insurance Teacher.

Thanks for everything, when every sucks in the past was relieved in the overall goodness.
especially between us.

Monday, October 20, 2014

Be vertically inseparable

Last few days, i wrote :

"Ya Allah,
let me be vertically inseparable,
give me 1 life to live...
And picke me up at 1 death to die.."

What is the meaning of "vertically inseparable"..
Vertically refers to my vertical blood inherrit-connection.. upper and lower..
1 stage upper from me and 1 stage lower from me.

It calls for mom and my son..
I love them veru much and seemed declined to be part one to another
Let this be my truest love ib my life

No life and no death
Do us part.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Karma

Hukum Karma itu ada, bagi sebagian orang yg mempercayainya.

Mungkin lebih bisa difahami seperti ini, bahwa setiap apa yg kita lakukan pasti ada bayarannya. Ada nilai yg harus kita bayar setiap sebutir debu pun apa-apa yang kita lakukan.

Sebagaimana Allah tuliskan dalam alquran, Allah membayar pahala umatnya meski sebutir debu pun sebagai amal ibadahnya.

Juga berlaku atas apa2 yg buruk yg kita lakukan.

Wallahualam bissawab.